VOL 1
When was the last time someone told you you looked hot fat or fatter? This is not probably your run of the mill everyday question however it is thought of i the gainer community. Why because we seek validation for our accomplishments or simply to confirm own desires.
This is one of the questions i will attempt to cover
At first may may feel ashamed or shy about displaying your ever growing gut in public unless your alone ... perhaps you simply pad with clothing in private and you don't even have a belly yet but... secretly you want one ...
VOL 2
When many of us start out a toddler as a gainer we may start simply by stuffing or bloating or even gain 5 or 10 pounds but the end result of them all is the same at first we are ashamed or worried of others reactions or even in some cases disgusted by what we have done .. the key word is what we have done I, Me, You know this is something you secretly enjoy are aroused by and want or like perhaps you cant quite figure out why you do i believe it is an internal drive a set desire we are born with but, society tells us were wrong we should be thin, in TV, books, movies, magazines, but non the less we find it attractive in ourselves in others it is not something that is a secret a least not for long not when that bloating and stuffing has that end result fat...
Its what one wants right ... why else would one gorge and stuff them self silly they want to see that round curve of a belly no matter how small or large in the beginning you are it is all about the fact you desire to see that shape to see your body change to that shape .. now when you have experienced this bloated stuffed sensation the look and feeling comes the shame and regret ... of what you have done .. Why why be ashamed of what you accomplished one should know where it all ends up of those late night snacking they turn to fat
Overcoming the shame guilt and fear is easy but not so easy to those who are experiencing it for the first time it takes time to accept and know who you are to be confident and self-assured,
